Hell teenage grounded

Hell.

I don't like being here

stuck here
it sucks here

I put myself here

and yet
my life is fucked

here

Sick and tired of the universe, 
listening to the next clean verse
i am soon gonna burst

I have nowhere to run to
And people think I have nothing to run from
but the flashbacks take me back to,..    

where I came from

I feel so dumb, 
unable to speak, a mute,  
A voiceless boy who feels like scum

lost in my present
with a past so rough
I don't really see how my future can be enough
but my future is coming sure enough

patience is a virtue, 

but it doesn't help me through
the hell I am NOW going through
right now
how
wow
pow
here comes yet another put down

Stuck in the middle of hell is where I have landed

a deep hole of despair, pain and depression

ungrateful, loser is what I have been branded

I can do nothing,..  not even ask a question

oh the pain of this life so troubled

I gotta get my shit strait on the double.