Today started without addiction in my thought today,
Freedom from hell
an escape with hard fought with tears
And over coming fears
as the awareness nears,..
I’m almost afraid to cheer.
Overcoming this shit should not be my career
I want to scream to all far and near
That I am now here !!!
And hear me now,
Because I have gone through that door
I have turned my back for now and ever more
Listen, you may be bored
And heard it all before
But I tell you I need you now more
More, than I have ever, ever before
Through that door, I will not go back
Like a man that has survived a heart attack
I am stiff and scared and need you to have my back
I need you to assist
I insist I am not full of bliss
I know I can’t miss
As long as you can persist, ....In your love and support for me.
You never before had it out for me.
You were always there for me.
And now I need you more than just for me.
You see,
I woke up without addiction on my soul today
It’s like I have never told you
How much I love you
Even though all I seem to do is shit upon you
My soul stirs when I’m near you
I can once again be strong for you
I woke up without addiction on my spirit today
Happiness so near
And confidence so far
I have never before been so near
And you my dear have never been so far
I can’t do it alone so please come here
Don’t say its to late, you’re not that far, ... away from me
Away from me,
You are so Far away from me,
I see its too late for you, and me
But not for me, you see
I woke up without addiction in my heart today.
A heart that I now see is like a piece of used dental floss
I was on too much sauce
to feel the loss
and I swear and cross,.... my hear and hope to die
that you cat again rely
on my love for you
and to again be true to you
yes my dear, . . . I see it now to be true.
that what once was me and you
is now me, . with-out you
today I woke up without addiction, and
today, my dear, I woke up without you
