Monday, October 4, 2021

Disturbance

 Tye,

What the hell is happening?  There is a huge disturbance in the force.

Ki

Chi

Prana

Holy spirit

Energy.


Something is wrong and i dont know what it is.

And i dont know what to do about it.

The music cant drown out this down, depression that today is a heavy cloud that is tons heavier than it has been in weeks.

It like im about to drown

In this town

I call the village of the perpetual frown.


I dont like being here

But from here

Is from where i am stuck.


Sick and tired of the universe, struck

By the reality that radio verse, sucks


I have nowhere to run to

And nothing to run from


And i wonder if all this self reflection

Is just the universe sending me a reflection of you.


Like a fun house mirror can make you look bigger, maybe what i feel is just the sadness of missing you amplified strong enough to destroy the world


Or at least enough to send me down the hole of depression, enough to destroy myself.