Disturbance

 Tye,

What the hell is happening?  There is a huge disturbance in the force.

Ki

Chi

Prana

Holy spirit

Energy.

Something is wrong and i dont know what it is.

And i dont know what to do about it.

The music cant drown out this down, depression that today is a heavy cloud that is tons heavier than it has been in weeks.

It like im about to drown

In this town

I call the village of the perpetual frown.

I dont like being here

But from here

Is from where i am stuck.

Sick and tired of the universe, struck

By the reality that radio verse, sucks

I have nowhere to run to

And nothing to run from

And i wonder if all this self reflection

Is just the universe sending me a reflection of you.

Like a fun house mirror can make you look bigger, maybe what i feel is just the sadness of missing you amplified strong enough to destroy the world

Or at least enough to send me down the hole of depression, enough to destroy myself.

Hey kg 3 of 3

 "Hey  KG,

 it's taken me a minute 

to provide the right spirit 

to answer your prayers 

for the boy with the devil's bad luck and despair 

I put the one and only Steve in his life before the sick fuck could stick in 

his 6 inch...  knife 

The boy is still apart from his mom 

but he is in his own  apartment 

because he has commitment 

to keep his sister 100 percent.

 Steve gave him strength, advice and consent 

 To reinvent himself

 and 

present himself to repent and ascent

 to do right 

And now

and now ..

he lives in the light."

Hey KG 2 of 3

 Hey KG,

Why you look so down

you know the one and only Steve is around

I'm here 24/7 to help people not drown

I've been through som shit

but climbed out of my pit

I though I had no luck

because my parents could give a fuck

about me

loner ,.. Freak

That Was me!

I was so dark and hurt

I proudly wore The Devil's T-Shirt

But honestly, 

I felt like..... dirt

A man helped me 

get cleaned up

he planted some seeds in me

to help me

be the me

I was meant to be

I am now a man who lives in the light

sees wrong from right

wrong from right

living in the right

available 24/7 to help people see the light.

hey KG 1 of 3

 Hey KG,

That was reeeal niiice of yoooou to buy that boy just turned 18 and his little sister some food.

Hoping it would turn his bad luck

but 

His father, .... years ago bailed

His Mother,...  now Jailed

His Life,... is so completely Derailed

CPS took,..   

            His little sister

Drugs Cook,..

        in little rocks

His look,..

        so skinny and pale is just an After shock

Seeing his mom and sister is totally unreasonable

Having a save place to sleep, he thinks, is unbelievable

its not just bad luck

and its not just bad luck

and I think to myself,

its time to switch it up, 

and introduce him to a sick fuck

that hurts boys down on their luck.

Shut up, I'm about to break!

 Shut up, I'm about to break!

Like on the top of an unstable ladder, i sit, shaking, from the fatigue of emotion.

So many thoughts and raw emotions dull my body and i am so numb from the from the words you say.

Its always you, and i have to sit and take it.

I see no way out. And you still fill the air with your words that add nothing to anyone except yourself..

Shut up, I'm about to break!