YOU or you

You look at you
(the little you,
the young you,
the child you)

With Today's YOU
(Older You,
Experience You,
Mature You).

and you feel with YoU
(confused You,
growth stunted You,
untrusting You).

and YOU blame you for
letting him touch YoU
and YOU are hurt and damaged
by what happened to you.

and YOU hide from you
hide from past
hide from emotion

and you feel you could have stopped it somehow,
intelectually YOU know you could do nothing about it
but YoU still feel as if you had control.

and He contols YoU still
and YOU hate that but
yoU dont know what else to do.

so YoU Hide
hide - Socially in public
hide - Emotionally in anger
hide - imaturity with responsibility
hide - happiness with purchases

So what are YoU going to do about YoUrSeLf?